Well, I did it. I make such a fuss about saving and swear to myself that I'm gonna pay all my bills and in one hour I spend almost all of my check. I get 73.88$ a week and I spent all of it except for 16.00$ I am actually shocked. When I added it up it just didn't seem right. I mean, huh? I bought lunch for me and my boyfriend since he is sweet enough to offer to pay for dinner on our anniversary. Then I had to have my picture with santa...It's become kind of a thing with me. I hate christmas, I mean, can't stand it. The jollies and ho ho hos...yeah, I don't do that. I see no reason to celebrate a fat man who is beaking and entering and eating my cookies. I went through the trouble of baking those and he just thinks he can eat all he wants. Santa, I don't care if you bribe me with toys to keep it quiet, you tocuh my milanos and its O-V. Yet, for whatever reason, I have been obsessed with getting pictures with Santa. I'm a little grown and take up over half his lap but its well worth it. I knew my mom would love it if my boyfriend and I got a picture with Santa so we did. I was right, she adored it. She kept laughing and for some strange reason my dad wanted one too. I mean, my dad usually doesn't get into that stuff. He's more of the, 'I will stab you if you hurt my daughter' type. It is kind of annoying when you've been in collge...for awhile.

I got a bit off subject there. Okay, you got lunch, and you got santa pictures and you got me paying a victoria's secret bill. And finally you got me left with sixteen dollars. I am extremely annoyed with myself. Well, I guess, on the bright side I have already paid three bills this month and its only the first week.

UUUUUUURRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!